Dream of waking

I dream about sleeping...
That is all i need now
Sometimes my bed feels like a hole
Where i'm awaking...
I dream about the way i close my eyes...
That's something i always do awake,and now
I'm sitting here at my window...These are all lies!
I needed to sleep now...some how.
This is my dream of waking...

I can't sleep and the world is closing curtains now
The wind is whispering(my mind is fading)
The door is opening and i...Oh God i'm letting me go!
The wind is whispering and i can't sleep
Oh i'm letting me go...

I dream about sleeping...
That is all i need now
Instead i crawl alone to be awake
I pray not be another fake
And then i bleed, till i fall asleep
Where all my hopes and dreams seem deep
I close the curtains,send the moon away
Searching for another toy to play...
This is my dream of waking...

I can't sleep and the world is closing curtains now
The wind is whispering(my mind is fading)
The door is opening and i...Oh God i'm letting me go!
The wind is whispering and i can't sleep
Oh i'm letting me go...

Sleeping...sliping...falling...crying...
The night went away,
And all my dreams,they died today.